Thursday, March 29, 2012

Viktor Frankl Man's Search fir Meaning

Viktor Frankl
photo of Viktor Frankl
Viktor Frankl
Photo: Katharina Vesely 1994

Like Freud a citizen of Vienna and a practicing psychotherapist, Dr. Viktor Frankl also became a university professor and prolific author. His most widely read work is Man's Search For Meaning, a keenly observed account of his experiences in the Nazi death camps during Word War II. Originally intended for limited private circulation, the slim book has since been translated into 24 languages. In the two excerpts included here, Frankl first ponders the mystery of transcendent experience amid extreme suffering, then explores the true nature of human moral freedom. Frankl's concentration camp experiences profoundly influenced his life's work after the war, leading to his development of logotherapy, a new clinical approach to helping patients rediscover meaning in their lives.

From From Man's Search for Meaning, Part 1

Experiences in a Concentration Camp

... In spite of all the enforced physical and mental primitiveness of the life in a concentration camp, it was possible for spiritual life to deepen. Sensitive people who were used to a rich intellectual life may have suffered much pain (they were often of a delicate constitution), but the damage to their inner selves was less. They were able to retreat from their terrible surroundings to a life of inner riches and spiritual freedom. Only in this way can one explain the apparent paradox that some prisoners of a less hardy makeup often seemed to survive camp life better than did those of a robust nature. In order to make myself clear, I am forced to fall back on personal experience. Let me tell what happened on those early mornings when we had to march to our work site.

There were shouted commands: "Detachment, forward march! Left-2-3-4! Left-2-3-4! Left-2-3-4! Left-2-3-4! First man about, left and left and left and left! Caps off!" These words sound in my ears even now. At the order "Caps off!" we passed the gate of the camp, and searchlights were trained upon us. Whoever did not march smartly got a kick. And worse off was the man who, because of the cold, had pulled his cap back over his ears before permission was given.

"If there is meaning in life at all, then there must be meaning in suffering."

We stumbled on in the darkness, over big stones and through large puddles, along the one road leading from the camp. The accompanying guards kept shouting at us and driving us with the butts of their rifles. Anyone with very sore feet supported himself on his neighbor's arm. Hardly a word was spoken; the icy wind did not encourage talk. Hiding his mouth behind his upturned collar, the man marching next to me whispered suddenly: "If our wives could see us now! I do hope they are better off in their camps and don't know what is happening to us."

That brought thoughts of my own wife to mind. And as we stumbled on for miles, slipping on icy spots, supporting each other time and again, dragging one another up and onward, nothing was said, but we both knew: each of us was thinking of his wife. Occasionally I looked at the sky, where the stars were fading and the pink light of the morning was beginning to spread behind a dark bank of clouds. But my mind clung to my wife's image, imagining it with an uncanny acuteness. I heard her answering me, saw her smile, her frank and encouraging look. Real or not, her look was then more luminous than the sun which was beginning to rise.

A thought transfixed me: for the first time in my life I saw the truth as it is set into song by so many poets, proclaimed as the final wisdom by so many thinkers. The truth — that love is the ultimate and the highest goal to which man can aspire. Then I grasped the meaning of the greatest secret that human poetry and human thought and belief have to impart: The salvation of man is through love and in love. I understood how a man who has nothing left in this world still may know bliss, be it only for a brief moment, in the contemplation of his beloved. In a position of utter desolation, when man cannot express himself in positive action, when his only achievement may consist in enduring his sufferings in the right way — an honorable way — in such a position man can, through loving contemplation of the image he carries of his beloved, achieve fulfillment. For the first time in my life I was able to understand the meaning of the words, "The angels are lost in perpetual contemplation of an infinite glory."

In front of me a man stumbled and those following him fell on top of him. The guard rushed over and used his whip on them all. Thus my thoughts were interrupted for a few minutes. But soon my soul found its way back from the prisoner's existence to another world, and I resumed talk with my loved one: I asked her questions, and she answered; she questioned me in return, and I answered.

"Stop!" We had arrived at our work site. Everybody rushed into the dark hut in the hope of getting a fairly decent tool. Each prisoner got a spade or a pickaxe.

"Can't you hurry up, you pigs?" Soon we had resumed the previous day's positions in the ditch. The frozen ground cracked under the point of the pickaxes, and sparks flew. The men were silent, their brains numb.

My mind still clung to the image of my wife. A thought crossed my mind: I didn't even know if she were still alive. I knew only one thing — which I have learned well by now: Love goes very far beyond the physical person of the beloved. It finds its deepest meaning in his spiritual being, his inner self. Whether or not he is actually present, whether or not he is still alive at all, ceases somehow to be of importance.

I did not know whether my wife was alive, and I had no means of finding out (during all my prison life there was no outgoing or incoming mail); but at that moment it ceased to matter. There was no need for me to know; nothing could touch the strength of my love, my thoughts, and the image of my beloved. Had I known then that my wife was dead, I think that I would still have given myself, undisturbed by that knowledge, to the contemplation of her image, and that my mental conversation with her would have been just as vivid and just as satisfying. "Set me like a seal upon thy heart, love is as strong as death."

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... In attempting this psychological presentation and a psychopathological explanation of the typical characteristics of a concentration camp inmate, I may give the impression that the human being is completely and unavoidably influenced by his surroundings. (In this case the surroundings being the unique structure of camp life, which forced the prisoner to conform his conduct to a certain set pattern.) But what about human liberty? Is there no spiritual freedom in regard to behavior and reaction to any given surroundings? Is that theory true which would have us believe that man is no more than a product of many conditional and environmental factors — be they of a biological, psychological or sociological nature? Is man but an accidental product of these? Most important, do the prisoners' reactions to the singular world of the concentration camp prove that man cannot escape the influences of his surroundings? Does man have no choice of action in the face of such circumstances?

We can answer these questions from experience as well as on principle. The experiences of camp life show that man does have a choice of action. There were enough examples, often of a heroic nature, which proved that apathy could be overcome, irritability suppressed. Man can preserve a vestige of spiritual freedom, of independence of mind, even in such terrible conditions of psychic and physical stress.

We who lived, in concentration camps can remember the men who walked through the huts comforting others, giving away their last piece of bread. They may have been few in number, but they offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms — to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way.

And there were always choices to make. Every day, every hour, offered the opportunity to make a decision, a decision which determined whether you would or would not submit to those powers which threatened to rob you of your very self, your inner freedom; which determined whether or not you would become the plaything of circumstance, renouncing freedom and dignity to become molded into the form of the typical inmate.

Seen from this point of view, the mental reactions of the inmates of a concentration camp must seem more to us than the mere expression of certain physical and sociological conditions. Even though conditions such as lack of sleep, insufficient food and various mental stresses may suggest that the inmates were bound to react in certain ways, in the final analysis it becomes clear that the sort of person the prisoner became was the result of an inner decision, and not the result of camp influences alone. Fundamentally, therefore, any man can, even under such circumstances, decide what shall become of him — mentally and spiritually. He may retain his human dignity even in a concentration camp. Dostoevski said once, "There is only one thing that I dread: not to be worthy of my sufferings." These words frequently came to my mind after I became acquainted with those martyrs whose behavior in camp, whose suffering and death, bore witness to the fact that the last inner freedom cannot be lost. It can be said that they were worthy of their sufferings; the way they bore their suffering was a genuine inner achievement. It is this spiritual freedom — which cannot be taken away — that makes life meaningful and purposeful.

An active life serves the purpose of giving man the opportunity to realize values in creative work, while a passive life of enjoyment affords him the opportunity to obtain fulfillment in experiencing beauty, art, or nature. But there is also purpose in that life which is almost barren of both creation and enjoyment and which admits of but one possibility of high moral behavior: namely, in man's attitude to his existence, an existence restricted by external forces. A creative life and a life of enjoyment are banned to him. But not only creativeness and enjoyment are meaningful. If there is a meaning in life at all, then there must be a meaning in suffering. Suffering is an ineradicable part of life, even as fate and death. Without suffering and death human life cannot be complete.

The way in which a man accepts his fate and all the suffering it entails, the way in which he takes up his cross, gives him ample opportunity — even under the most difficult circumstances — to add a deeper meaning to his life. It may remain brave, dignified and unselfish. Or in the bitter fight for self-preservation he may forget his human dignity and become no more than an animal. Here lies the chance for a man either to make use of or to forgo the opportunities of attaining the moral values that a difficult situation may afford him. And this decides whether he is worthy of his sufferings or not.

Do not think that these considerations are unworldly and too far removed from real life. It is true that only a few people are capable of reaching such high moral standards. Of the prisoners only a few kept their full inner liberty and obtained those values which their suffering afforded, but even one such example is sufficient proof that man's inner strength may raise him above his outward fate. Such men are not only in concentration camps. Everywhere man is confronted with fate, with the chance of achieving something through his own suffering.

Take the fate of the sick — especially those who are incurable. I once read a letter written by a young invalid, in which he told a friend that he had just found out he would not live for long, that even an operation would be of no help. He wrote further that he remembered a film he had seen in which a man was portrayed who waited for death in a courageous and dignified way. The boy had thought it a great accomplishment to meet death so well. Now — he wrote — fate was offering him a similar chance.

Those of us who saw the film called Resurrection — taken from a book by Tolstoy — years ago, may have had similar thoughts. Here were great destinies and great men. For us, at that time, there was no great fate; there was no chance to achieve such greatness. After the picture we went to the nearest cafe, and over a cup of coffee and a sandwich we forgot the strange metaphysical thoughts which for one moment had crossed our minds. But when we ourselves were confronted with a great destiny and faced with the decision of meeting it with equal spiritual greatness, by then we had forgotten our youthful resolutions of long ago, and we failed.

Perhaps there came a day for some of us when we saw the same film again, or a similar one. But by then other pictures may have simultaneously unrolled before one's inner eye; pictures of people who attained much more in their lives than a sentimental film could show. Some details of a particular man's inner greatness may have come to one's mind, like the story of the young woman whose death I witnessed in a concentration camp. It is a simple story. There is little to tell and it may sound as if I had invented it; but to me it seems like a poem.

This young woman knew that she would die in the next few days. But when I talked to her she was cheerful in spite of this knowledge. "I am grateful that fate has hit me so hard," she told me. "In my former life I was spoiled and did not take spiritual accomplishments seriously." Pointing through the window of the hut, she said, "This tree here is the only friend I have in my loneliness." Through that window she could see just one branch of a chestnut tree, and on the branch were two blossoms. "I often talk to this tree," she said to me. I was startled and didn't quite know how to take her words. Was she delirious? Did she have occasional hallucinations? Anxiously I asked her if the tree replied. "Yes." What did it say to her? She answered, "It said to me, 'I am here — I am here — I am life, eternal life.'" ...

Friday, June 10, 2011

We talk too much, listen but little, move too quickly, and all without purpose. We wish somehow to fill the empty spaces which can only be filled and satisfied with quietude. Laconic brevity will try and make wisdom the tradeoff for quietude, yet even smouldering wit will not assauge the the deep need to connect with God through the perfect humility and submission of solicitude.

There is a profundity in stillness that cannot be expressed in words. It can only be caught not taught. It is caught by intentionally pacing yourself to the same cadence as that still quiet place you have found and attempting to match it's lack of meaningless activity. Settle your heart on that which does not move. Stillness and tranquility will move you and your subsequent first motion will be done in faith and in reverence.

Motion produces chaos unless motivated by intentional design and purpose distilled in silence. Allow God to imprint on your heart his instruction. Jesus said,"My sheep know my voice." Elsewhere Isaiah said," You will hear a voice behind you saying,' This is the way; walk in it'"

Tranquility is illusive to those addicted to motion. The Psalmist wrote," Be still and know I am God"also," I have stilled and quieted my soul like a just weaned child...." Wean yourself from the nuerosis of pointless activity and allow God in quietude to speak once again to your anxious heart.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

The dawn of Eden

William Butler Yeats once wrote,"I would be innocent as the dawn". The dawn with it'virginal

view of the day portrays innocence well. For it's eyes are not yet fully open to make or pronounce a verdict upon the day dispensing neither judgement or mercy in it's inception, just pure innocence. Every dawn is a return to Eden. However , by dusk we are shut out by the flaming sword and banished by our own folly. We, like our ancient parentage of antiquity, choose to eat the same forbidden fruit- that of self awareness and knowledge outside of our creator. The revelation is always terrifying and we flee from the garden once again. We discover the same nakedness, shame, despair, and remorse. We were never created or intended to be self aware outside of God. There is no life outside of him. When we become attuned to the world created by him yet lack consciousness towards him we find we have no standing; no place in the world, all is meaningless ,void and empty. Without purpose we groan and flee in our despair.




God created us to be consciously self aware, but only within the safety of his presence. Our goal each new day should not be to ceaselessly struggle against eating the forbidden fruit but rather seek to retain the constancy of his glorious presence . In so doing the fruit will lose it's appeal and our focus becomes instead learning to cultivate his active presence and fellowship with his Holy Spirit. Only then can the, 'innocence of the dawn 'remain in you. When we are awakened to ourselves outside of him the need to meet our needs apart from him becomes oppressive and that always leads to sin and as the book of Romans says,"the wages of sin is death. But the gift of God is eternal life through our Lord Jesus Christ," When we choose to walk and live outside of God we operate in an illusion that we have control of the elements around us. Subsequently we begin to think that we are God and act accordingly. In reality we are walking in an illusion for a season only to find death and calamity are at our door,the illusion is broken and we are undone.







This day I will retain and embrace 'the innocence of the dawn'. I will pursue only the knowledge of my life hidden in Christ in God. There is no self knowledge or self awareness outside of him but only an illusion. I will walk in step with my maker and converse with him in the cool of the day fearful only of being apart from his presence. I would share my heart with his limitless one. I would share my thoughts with his omniscient mind and be satisfied with what he says I cannot understand. I will name what creatures he brings me and work his garden well and lay me down to sleep a restful night in Eden.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Campfires of the homeless

It all started about three months ago along the east side of the Cowlitz river,between Kelso and Lexington near the railroad tracks, a lone campfire and a tent. At first I reasoned it was a fisherman just wanting to find a nice secluded spot in anticipation of the steel head run. But each day as I passed along the highway on the west side I noticed ,whether morning or evening ,the fire never subsided and the camp began to look more and more permanent with a folding chair here and new tarp over there. As weeks progressed I saw a new fire and then another and yet another tent and tarp. My heart ached as I began to know with certainty that this was a growing homeless camp. I had stayed by those same fires most of last year in Seattle and Everett where I was working far from home trying to save money to put my wife through school and find a new place for her and I to live for we had lost our home ,business,and just about everything familiar to us except a small,sweet loving congregation where I preached on Sunday when I returned home on weekends.

I know first hand bathing in a cold river or trying to cook over a campfire with wet wood .Trying all the while to keep clean and presentable as you keep on working hoping your colleagues don't notice the campfire smell that announces your presence like a cheap perfume . The aroma always walks in front of you. Communication is extremely difficult for often campsites are remote and cell phone service spotty or worse yet ,the coverage is fine but you have no power to charge your phone.

Last fall I was camped for a week along the Snohomish river right near the heart of downtown in such a camp where a homeless man had been staying for quite some time. I was rudely awakened about five in the morning by some eager fishermen who had intended to surprise the salmon but merely surprised me as I lay sleeping on the other side of a log, salmon like I remained quiet in my sleeping bag refusing to be roused from my slumber after a rough night and a hard day's work. I awoke a couple of hours later to find a ten dollar bill in my boot that I had left by the fire and I began to cry. Kindness is a rarity for homeless people ,for cruel looks and disparaging remarks abound when your living on the edge of society. People don't know what to do with you so they either make you invisible by treating you with disregard or open contempt.

Homeless people don't want your pity neither are they all beggars, some were just like me just trying to muster a fresh start from the ashes of an economy that fell off the tracks and left them camping beside them. The new homeless don't want you to patronize them either. Just treat them with the same dignity and respect you would offer any one else. Kindness is so appreciated because it is so rare. Many have just gone through severe loss including friends ,family,spouse and former co-workers . People of faith can be especially cruel for like Job's friends they are more interested in diagnosing and assessing your condition than simply loving you back to health. The words of Obadiah v 12 ring out "You should not look down on your brother in the day of misfortune........nor look down on them in their calamity in the day of their disaster .Do not wait at the crossroads to cut down their fugitives nor hand over their survivors.

The new homeless are not drug addicts,losers,or fugitives, they are your neighbors and friends. Don't be complacent or ambivalent towards them because you have not yet been affected by this economic clamity. This carnival ride is far from over for our country and the rest of the world as food riots and the dibilitating civil unrest rocks the globe. No one is secure in this world of uncertainty.You may yet lose your home but lets not lose our humanity. I pray you will not find yourself amongst the campfires near the tracks.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Seize the present

One of my favorite poems is Robert Frost's 'Carpe Diem'. I cherish the whole poem yet it is the latter half that always gets me........
"But bid life seize the present?
It lives less in the present
Than in the future always,
And less in both together
Than in the past. The present
Is too much for the senses,
Too crowding, too confusing-
Too present to imagine."

We would rather attempt to buy or scale all eternity rather than live fully in a single hour spiritually alive and emotionally awake to the very present moment in which we now stand .We would prefer to raid the future; invade it and ask of it the impossible rather than settle into a single moment in the present, fully aware,and fully engaged in the wonders of the here and now!We have become refugees from the present, fugitives from ourselves. The very dawning of the next conscious moment frightens us and we flee.

And so the tragedy continues where we flee the present through preoccupation with the past or fixated on the future completely disconnected ,disappointed, dispassionate about THIS moment.We try to anesthetize our minds with busyness, television,video games,or other means to avoid our own emptiness in the now. Subsequently men never really live, they merely dream of living someday or worse , they glorify and inglorious past. The Apostle Paul wrote these words," Now is the time of God's favor, now is the day of salvation."

Hebrews chapter three quotes the Psalms with special emphasis three times,"Today if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts..." We must learn to be present today. We live in a world of escape and denial. We go to extreme lengths to deny our; pain, sin ,guilt,failure, and numerous other emotions and feelings for fear we cannot stand the weight or burden of the moment-and so we flee; to where or to what matters not as long as we are not required to own this moment. I say let the terror fall. Feel the agony and exhume your exhausted soul. There are a thousand voices; travel ,internet,facebook,texting,vacations,preoccupation with others. Myriads of voices and exposures but only one voice that will silence all the others.....the still small voice of God through an awakened conscience.

In order to acquire the discipline of being present in the moment and cease being a fugitive from yourself , try first setting aside a day unplanned allowing thoughts, fears,and feelings that were previously suppressed to rise to the surface where they can be felt again.Rally the courage to feel the horror of that hollow feeling and emptiness once again only this time intentionally aware. Guilt will pummel you, past sin will try to bury you, despair will try to overwhelm you but hold your ground and feel it all. Anxiousness will set in and you will want to run like you are in the habit of doing or worse flee to comfort yourself with pleasure or some crazy behaviour that will
only enslave you further. In that now moment allow the anxiousness and terror to roll over you like a wave. If you remain still and conscious you have taken the first step successfully.

Take a second step and begin to write down what you feel. If random thoughts write randomly,just try to stay tuned to the present moment as long as you can. Invite God to sit beside you and let him speak. He is ever present, ever loving, ever wise, ever forgiving and ever speaking. Take all the guilt ,shame ,blame, and pain to the cross and set it all at the feet of Jesus. Look at it with him, feel the horror of your sin and allow it's terror to overwhelm you- then own it,repent of it and allow his grace ,mercy and forgiveness to roll over you. You will find yourself wanting to live each day in the present with an ever present God......Carpe Diem

Saturday, January 1, 2011

New Years bonfire

I spent most of the day cleaning out the barn and burning old unnecessary stuff. There is something healthy and rejuvenating about a New Years eve bonfire- out with the old ,in with the new! I find I cannot dream properly for the future whilst hanging on to the past. Heap the fuel high! Let er rip! Burn baby burn! The year is dying in the night, do not resuscitate it.Languish not at the burning flames of yesteryear's debris! Burn it to ashes, think on it no more; handle the old years nonsense but once on the way to the burn pile. Stretch out your arm full length to the flame; allow the exhausted year to warm you and dream of future joys. All that has transpired is for the best for in Christ ,"All things work for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose."Romans 8:28. Every loss,every victory, every mistake, every success will all be redeemed if we but submit the year to him. Old scores, old failure,old trophies, old burdens ; all in God's manifold wisdom fully redeemed and LEVERAGING an amazing future from the ashes.



But mark this.......His purpose is thwarted and faith forfeited at our resistance to let go of what we cannot hold on to. To hold onto the past is anti-faith! For faith anticipates that which is to be and must be received with an open hand not a tight fisted clutching of the relics of the past."Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.........I press on to take hold of that for which Christ took hold of me." Philippians 3 . So light a New Years fire, it may ignite your faith and get rid of a lot of baggage.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

When the wind is knocked out of you

This afternoon I finally mustered enough energy, after being quite sick, to clean out the storage area out back. To some extent it was not all physical strength which held me back. To a certain degree, the emotional courage and strength was just not previously present to deal with a whole lot of things. Sometimes I think we must just simply place some things in storage for a season before we have progressed enough in our healing and or courage to deal with stuff that represent deep pain or loss; triggers can be found in items as simple as a photo album,book or display piece or some other object that carries meaning for the handler.Often times it is misinterpreted or misunderstood as repression or denial when in reality it is neither; but rather a needful break with the CONSTANCY of the tragedy or loss; time to emotionally catch one's breath as when the air is knocked out of them. In time the regular ebb and flow of life will return and a healthy emotional balance will return in kind. But in a case of severe loss,tragedy,or intense pain sometime things are best left in storage for a while.
" There is a time for everything and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace." Ecc 3:1-8
a time to clean out the storage shed.............